Judith's Breast Cancer Blog

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Trying to nap mid-day

I have to have a solid nap each day. It's over 80 in my room, so the windows have to stay open for the occasional breeze. I have a soft black mask over my eyes, and I'm really tired, but going to sleep and staying asleep for an hour or so is nearly impossible. Heshy was banging his arm rythmically on the wall above the sofa - the other side is my room, of course. There was a loud discussion right outside my window (I'm on the top floor, so no worries for my involvement or safety) . . . somehow today I think I slept 15 minutes.

Again Avi's computer is in for repair. He's been back to Apple for covered repairs/replacement something like 30 times or more since his bar mitzvah, when his laptop was brand new.

The fact that my radiation oncologist told me I have less than 10 treatments to go, for some reason, is making me uncomfortable. I was riding along in the process, making sure I arrived on time and cooperated with the technicians. I was trying NOT to think of the treatment in terms of how few days were left. Now that he brought it up I can't get that countdown idea out of my mind. I'd rather he'd not said it. Oh well.

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