Time to mend my feelings

That sounds odd, but it's how I feel. I am walking around sorta blue and without the usual energy most of the day. Keeping Avi occupied and comfortable is taking my attention now, a pleasure indeed, but when he goes back to his father tonight I intend to spend some serious time alone, awake and thinking. Of course I have to shlep back to the Oakland airport to pick Heshy up tomorrow afternoon, but before and after that, too, I'll be mending.

I'm almost done with Dilaudid, I think in the next day or two I'll be able to stop taking it altogether with no side effects from stopping. Right now I'm taking 1/2 pill every 6 hours.

My favorite fat sweatpants are falling down. Hurray!