A chance I won't lose my hair

But it won't be good news. After the second scan scheduled for next Friday, the 11th, Dr. Russin will be able to see and interpret the scan immediately, and he'll call me to tell me the results.

Bottom line - if either scan is positive then (his words) 'we will leave the curative approach.' When Neska asked him later if that meant there would be no possibility of a cure, he said yes, that's what he meant.

Of course, however, there would certainly be arduous treatment.

I'm officially hysterical. Perfect timing, however, since I'm meeting my therapist in 30 min.

Pray hard. I am.