Still sore

When I try to lift my left arm over my head (and remember, I'm home with no restrictions) I'm sore in the chest and armpit. So I've been lifting it every time I think about it - it feels good to stretch.

Today I took off the dressing and showered. I must still be in the denial phase because looking at myself didn't freak me out.

I will try to go to services tomorrow.

Sheila went home today and took Avi with her, since I don't really need her with me and she's got work waiting for her in Palm Springs. Avi will return on the 23rd.

My life, my sense of myself, my body will never be the same.